I need alot of wisdom in this area. It's a constant challenge that I have especially when I'm employed. I find it very difficult to submit to authority. How should I handle this?
My issue right now is the long hours that needs to be put in according to this particular manager of mine. However, I feel that I am more effective when I have ample rest and leave the office early.
There is only so much that a person can do in a day and only the Lord can make and bless the work of your hands. No one else. Even though you strive, it doesn't mean that you will succeed. My best formula is to rely on the Lord Jesus for my success and results. I want to rest in Him but I found it difficult to even rest this week. Came down with a fever so bad that I never felt like this before.
I was affected for sure. That this manager had high expectations of me, I didn't even ask for it. I definitely cannot perform this on my own. On my own, I'm just a failure with my own self effort. But this person wants to see my effort, wants to see my 100% commitment, wants to see that I produce 50 resumes a week. So ridiculous! That is how the world system is like, to them it's just a numbers game. I can't even give not even 1%. Put me under law, I just can't function. They think they have more numbers, means they have more sales. However praise be to Jesus, with my low resumes sent, I have the most interviews in a week. Only Jesus can use the little that you have and give back to you plenty. That's my Jesus.
I enjoy my work, and I enjoy this position that was given to me by the Lord, only He can put me in the right place at the right time. So no more stealing from me, you devil. All this ends tonight.
Anyway, I'm gonna speak that extreme grace and favor be shown to me from this person. Because I don't deserve it but Jesus died so that I get it. As Jesus is, so am I in this world. Jesus you said "vengeance is Mine" so I'm going to leave this person to you. You take care of him for me. Thank you Lord.
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