Monday, 23 January 2012

Happy to be a nobody

The Lunar New Year and Christmas family gathering taught a couple of things. After going through so much for the past few years, your life has been built up on our work status as your identity, take that away and you become a nobody.

It was scary at first to come to the realization of it, especially if you have built your life around work and your friends are mostly your colleagues. Once you don't have your dream career anymore, people look at you differently, they begin to pretend you are non existent because you are no longer somebody, you no longer have that salary, you no longer have that position.

When you have come to completely having nothing much in your life, society shuns such people. But I'm thankful that my Jesus doesn't say that and will never do that. He says to me, when you have nothing I AM your everything. Whatever He has He gives to me. There is no one else like Him. I just want to enjoy Jesus more and more. Want Jesus to fill my life. Because no one and nothing in this world, no job, no amount of wealth, no parent, no friend, no lover, no material thing can ever replace Jesus love for me.

My life is blessed already when I have the Blessor in my life and living in my heart. :)

Wednesday, 21 December 2011

lost and feeling alone? turn to Jesus

I would feel alone plenty times in my life, even right now. After spending a wonderful time at a beautiful hotel and enjoying its spa facilities, I still feel lonely. And all this time I had company.

Truly there is no one else who love me like my Jesus does. I am never alone when I turn to Him. Even though physically I may be alone.

Every person on earth is bound to fail me, but only my Jesus is a guarantee. His word never fails, His promises He always delivers. I endeavor not to put my trust in man but in Christ.

Lord turn my eyes to you. Your Joy and Your Rest is what gives me peace.

I want to bask in Your love for me.

Thursday, 15 December 2011

His grace is sufficient

Lord, your grace is sufficient for me. More than sufficient. Every day I just want to enjoy your grace for me.

It is when I lack that you super abound grace in my life.

It is when I cannot do anything right , you come and correct everything to its path.

There is nothing that I can do and I don't even deserve it.

I trust you Jesus. Knowing that you have taken care of my tomorrows for me. That you already prepared for me.

Your goodness and your mercies follow me, the rest of my life.

This position you have already placed me in, I believe in you Jesus. And just cling on to Your faith. Your faith in Your finished work. That I can rest in it.

How awesome it is! Rejoice oh barren!

Resting well tonight and every night, knowing that it is done.

Thank you my Jesus, my big brother, my closest redeemer. My everything. Without you I can do nothing.