I wanna be in the mountains spending time with the Lord. Sometimes I find it hard because of things distracting me.
It's really labor to be in the rest for me.
Especially when there are so many commitments that I have to pay. It's too overwhelming and I really don't know how to handle it.
Lord I struggle to want to release this into your big big hands. I can't understand why I can't let go and let you do it. Because I know I really can't but yet passing the baton to you seems hard also. Is this the self righteousness? I don't even know whether it's identified correctly
Really need alot of help in this area Lord, only you can help and I want your help.
Monday, 30 April 2012
Tuesday, 24 April 2012
Reminder to self : supply is from Jesus
Ok seriously, what kind of job do I want. Praise Jesus that He always abundantly supplies. Just received 2 calls for the positions that I applied for one was an instant offer, but it was really fast I couldn't react in time and decided to sleep it over the night first.
The other is in the midst of finalizing with the HR director. Which I was also keen but it took them so long to get back to me I kinda lost hope.
Both companies are equally good, and I would say that both present very good learning opportunities.
So now I'm confused again, Lord I need your guidance. I don't want to make the same mistake I made with the recruitment company.
Actually what I wanted was a simple job that I could do and clock the hours for the pay to pay my monthly bills. I'm not really looking to climb the corporate ladder or be in that rat race. But at the same time I want to be able to enjoy myself and have good fun whilst learning the new job.
But which job can I stay long, seems like the administrative position I would be able to stay longer. The noisy market one, I don't know, I'm curious to find out how the position works but I don't know if I would stay long given the working hours. But the product instrument definitely seems exciting for me. I may just not be bothered by the timing because I like the product in the first place. Plus the Ang mos seem nice enough with their eccentric behaviors.
Oh Lord, how? This decision left to me to decide is really difficult.
But either way or not, Jesus is still my supply, not the job. I have to keep reminding myself that.
The other is in the midst of finalizing with the HR director. Which I was also keen but it took them so long to get back to me I kinda lost hope.
Both companies are equally good, and I would say that both present very good learning opportunities.
So now I'm confused again, Lord I need your guidance. I don't want to make the same mistake I made with the recruitment company.
Actually what I wanted was a simple job that I could do and clock the hours for the pay to pay my monthly bills. I'm not really looking to climb the corporate ladder or be in that rat race. But at the same time I want to be able to enjoy myself and have good fun whilst learning the new job.
But which job can I stay long, seems like the administrative position I would be able to stay longer. The noisy market one, I don't know, I'm curious to find out how the position works but I don't know if I would stay long given the working hours. But the product instrument definitely seems exciting for me. I may just not be bothered by the timing because I like the product in the first place. Plus the Ang mos seem nice enough with their eccentric behaviors.
Oh Lord, how? This decision left to me to decide is really difficult.
But either way or not, Jesus is still my supply, not the job. I have to keep reminding myself that.
Monday, 23 April 2012
This month's fruit received
Praise Jesus for His promises to me are always guaranteed, I remembered that I was writing it down that I want to see my fruit this month. And now I see it, while I was still believing for it, I didn't see anything at first. But I took it in faith, declared and believed that everyday I would have one transaction. And that has come to pass. For the pass 45 days, there has been a transaction everyday.
I'm overwhelmed by my Jesus love for me. He knows my desires, my needs, my wants. He knows me inside, ren the things about myself that I don't know.
My next stretch of faith is for 10 transactions a day. Have declared it already and I know that Jesus will bring it to pass.
:-)
I'm overwhelmed by my Jesus love for me. He knows my desires, my needs, my wants. He knows me inside, ren the things about myself that I don't know.
My next stretch of faith is for 10 transactions a day. Have declared it already and I know that Jesus will bring it to pass.
:-)
Saturday, 14 April 2012
Local based employers
My recent interviews in my job search have brought me to also apply for jobs in local based sme companies. Really I must say that their attitudes and the way that they carry themselves are really quite interesting.
Some things that really disturbed me was that they would ask personal questions like "do you have a boyfriend, what is your religion? Which church do you attend?" I find that this kind of information is not a requirement for the position that I applied for. How very unprofessional. Do this only happen in smes? Or perhaps I've only met a few of the not so very good companies.
Alright, it's decided. I'll only work for MNCs, where the corporate culture is more suitable for me. Questions ask during interviews are more work related and less personal. And it seems more on performance based which is perfect for me.
Local companies do their best to try and push down they basic salary they offer to you. Seriously, I would just like to say that if you want talent, you have to pay for it. If the person is talented and has very good skill sets why would they want to take a lower salary in the first place, not as if they own the company and willing to work for free. Really ridiculous. On top of that you have to work long hours.
Ok enough of my ranting on them. From now on no more sme companies. :)
Some things that really disturbed me was that they would ask personal questions like "do you have a boyfriend, what is your religion? Which church do you attend?" I find that this kind of information is not a requirement for the position that I applied for. How very unprofessional. Do this only happen in smes? Or perhaps I've only met a few of the not so very good companies.
Alright, it's decided. I'll only work for MNCs, where the corporate culture is more suitable for me. Questions ask during interviews are more work related and less personal. And it seems more on performance based which is perfect for me.
Local companies do their best to try and push down they basic salary they offer to you. Seriously, I would just like to say that if you want talent, you have to pay for it. If the person is talented and has very good skill sets why would they want to take a lower salary in the first place, not as if they own the company and willing to work for free. Really ridiculous. On top of that you have to work long hours.
Ok enough of my ranting on them. From now on no more sme companies. :)
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