Again my old self is back to haunt me.. My anger that I cannot control myself, leading to me making a break up that eventually I regretted and said sorry and ask to be forgiven
I did it so many times that I still don't learn and I dont even know where I should learn
My new job started 2 weeks ago and now this is the 3rd week I took 2 days of urgent leave already. What is the matter with me
I keep wanting to do things my way and not do anything when I don't like it
That's just me, nothing good can come from me
Jesus is my savior, with Him I have everything and can do all things even though I super don't qualify for it
How to be disciplined? I really can't and I'm really not capable of being disciplined
Jesus help is really all that I need right now
I screw up time and time again it's annoying me even
Why can't I say the right things
Why do I always want to hurt people
I find it difficult to even meditate or keep to a schedule or even try doing it
Even for this I really need help
How is help going to come when I don't even bother to really be diligent about spending time with Jesus
Even if I want to look to Jesus I think I need a lot of help for this too
How what should I do?
It's so difficult on my own , Lord I need you now
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